blood is rushing through your ears screaming and crying - your face is red heart is pounding as you punch the wall heaving you collapse on an unmade bed no more crank up the radio and slam the door you don't want to think or hear anymore parents in the kitchen staring at the floor wondering what happened to the kid they had before no more no why am i subject to such a stupid cliche? i'm treated like i've got nothing useful to say they've no idea what i've got planned so how can i make them understand?