the age-old tradition continues on 
so drink it straight
with a daterape chaser 
just masculine fun?

now i feel guilty
being who i am
because you stole from me 
a life 
of 'normal' sexuality

and you're so heartless
so stupid
can't even grasp what you've done
how could you face each day
with such a burden?

unrestrained anger
coursing through my veins
i can't explain
why it hurts me
to hate you so much

how do you live with yourself
being who you are
know what you've done
the thought of you
makes me want to die (/ kill)

it tears me up inside
i can't convince myself
please tell me
i want to know i'm different
someone
i need to know that i don't feel 
the same.